Ahead of her third album & Passed Recordings debut, Portland based electronic & ambient producer, YAROSLAVA! gave a little of her time to answer some questions about herself, her new release and it’s mysterious cult/spiritual vibes...
Who are “are angels real”?
The creators of ‘are angels real’ is a duo of artists with me being the concept designer, main creator, and my friend who codes who laid the ground work for the website to even exist in the first place. I capture them and then my friends puts them on the internet forever.
Tell me about your first angel sighting.
I became enraptured with angels when my friend @cassi.angelmeat showed me that the holy can come in the most disgusting unappealing monsters possible. It brought me back to reality – everything is warped for whoever’s eyes see it at any given moment.
When I first made ‘ANGEL NOISES’, I was inspired by being sleep deprived for two days. I almost felt like my skin was vibrating which I transferred into sound.
Do the angels speak to you?
If you consider everyone you love an angel, they talk to you all the time! I wouldn’t be where I am without my supportive angels. Angels inspire me to do better and work harder.
Do you struggle with online trolls, non-believers?
I think just being a woman on the internet attracts a lot of unsavoury characters… Particularly in the music scene, where you’re seen as less than or not as valued as your male producer counterparts.
I’ve been sexually harassed, talked down to; made to feel like my music was weird and that I don’t have a place – but that makes me want to work harder.
Nonbelievers? Blasphemy.
If you have eyes and ears and cusp your hands over them, that’s not my responsibility. Can someone with no eyes see the light?
Would you want to convert people? What will the world look like when people accept the existence of angels?
Conversion, no. Subliminal messaging over the course of years until reality bends backwards and creates shapes we’ve never seen before? Perhaps.
I’m patient. I can wait.
Switching more directly to your music – how does your new release reflect the theme of angels?
Silver Sacraments is loosely based off of my experience with religion and how I wanted to feel about it. I identify as agnostic and the EP is filled with ups and downs. The idea of angels is my naïve vision that anything can be pure, even when it isn’t.
I love the idea of angels and protectors and I want to will them into existence, even if it’s not possible.
Angels are usually seen as spiritual beings – is this album spiritual?
I do think this album is spiritual. Ambient music is a really intimate experience for me (rather than electronic and all other sub categories).
This is about my experiences and the feelings I wish I could feel normally. I’m not a spiritual person, but I do feel like this album was an out of body experience where I could make a fantasy land where everything is ok… Sometimes that’s scary, too!
What’s new about this release? Is it full of things you didn’t/couldn’t do on your previous release?
I think overtime you get better at things and my first ambient experience was a 3 song release – maybe 7-10 minutes of me, just experimenting. Now that I’m using Logic, it’s expanded what I can do. There are also features from two label members: Exit Chamber and Conno. Exit Chamber has such a talent for creating soundscapes and filling the ears with dread while Conno is really good at rhythmic melodies. I couldn’t have done this without them!
Are there any particular inspirations for this release?
For ambient music my main biggest inspirations is Loveliescrushing’s album bloweyelashwish which may be my favourite album of all time. I’m also heavily inspired by Nine Inch Nails’ “Ghosts” series.
What do you think might be next for YAROSLAVA!?
I’m going to take a little break from ambient and work on my electronic albums. I really want to work with vocals and see where that’s able to take me. This EP was suppose to have lyrics, but I feel like it subtracted from the album. However, ‘ECHO IN FOG’ does have my vocals (pitch shifted, where I’m just wailing). I want to work on projects like that and see where it takes me.
Silver Sacraments’ is due out on the 23rd September on Passed Recordings. You can view YAROSLAVA’s angel sightings here.